a hotel glass elevator and hearing you say you think I am confident,

can you see through me or are you just talking to talk?

Some medicine can ruin you for a year

but some words can ruin you for longer.

If you asked me how long I thought forever was

I never would’ve answered,

because it’s a dumb fucking word

and defining it is even more of a limitation.

Words are only catapults into different memories,

just like places you drive by at night,

just like people who no longer remember you,

just like things you wish you could forget.

And now I’m apologizing,

I guess for letting you down.

You said I was confident,

but I was just a little piece of shit.